I once dreamed of a sweet and gentle life
 
Where bliss greeted me at the door
 
And soft rose petals covered my bed...
 
But dreams are just dreams
 
And reality brings more pain
 
Than one can ever imagine...
 
I thought it would all be easy
 
After all, up until then, life was a breeze...
 
When the life I knew was suddenly interrupted
 
By people who thought they knew better...
 
Not only was there pain but shame as well
 
The crowd that used to surround us
 
Slowly dissipated into thin air...
 
Thank God for family and TRUE friends
 
It took one misfortune to unmask these faces
 
I wouldn't have survived without them...
 
Then you get to realize that
 
There is no such thing as an easy life
 
Everyone has an ordeal to tell...
 
Mine is a story of LOST love, life and hope
 
Until I decided to take the reins again
 
And stand up on my own...
 
Mine is a story of independence and liberation
 
Not of war but of love for life
 
A quest for deeper meaning of my existence...
 
I would have perished with James
 
And my three kids would have been orphaned...
 
But no, God had other plans
 
These kids are my mission
 
They are meant for greater things...
 
And I am here to guide and lead them
 
To the paths that the good Lord
 
And I feel blessed to have everything we need
 
Enough lessons to teach us gratitude...
 
Now whenever I hear my kids say "thank you"
 
For every little nice thing done to them
 
I thank God for life lessons that were not wasted...
© Bing Yap [PinkLady] 2012
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