"When there is nothing left but God, that is when you find out that God is all you need."
That is so true. Have you ever hit rock bottom? Have you ever been in a dark abyss? Then you must know what I mean.
At night, when I was all alone and the kids were sleeping, that was when I would cry out to God and bewail my fate.
It came to a point when I thought I was going crazy because I started hearing a voice that whispered to me: "Life is all worthless now that James is gone. Death is the only answer to stop your pain." Believe me, that voice was so real and it haunted me. For many nights, I contemplated on putting an end to my own existence.
Desperate to take hold of my life, I began reading the Bible again and opened a chapter in Psalms. As the voice continued to haunt me each night, the verses seemed to make more sense. An idea suddenly hit me... I started reading out LOUD all the PRAISES from Psalms... much louder than the voice I was hearing. As I uttered each word, I felt a firm resolve embracing me... a strength I never had before.
And then one night, the voice just stopped. Eventually, it gave up altogether.
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