A Place of Solace... My Home
There were three songs that guided me as I picked up the broken pieces of my life. I played them every opportunity I got everyday... as soon as I got up in the morning, on my way to the office, while working, while crying in between tasks, and in my quiet moments. Most of the time at home, my kids would cry with me as we sang these songs together. Those were great moments (at a time of great darkness) when we bonded and helped each other cope.
I still listen to them... this time though, to remind myself how I reached the path I'm treading on now (lest I forget). They are a constant reminder of the strength I found from within and how I found it. These are songs that eventually led me to accept that everything is and will be beautiful in God's time.
I am sharing with you one of these songs-- the one that has the greatest impact on me and my children. Although this was originally written by Twila Paris, the version that became very popular here was that of Gary Valenciano's.
Music and Lyrics by Twila Paris
But even winners can get wounded in the fight
People say that I'm amazing, I'm strong beyond my years
But they don't see inside of me, I'm hiding all the tears
They don't know that I go running home when I fall down
They don't know who picks me up when no one is around
I drop my sword and cry for just a while
'Cause deep inside this armor the warrior is a child
Unafraid because His armor is the best
But even soldiers need a quiet place to rest
People say that I'm amazing, I never face retreat
But they don't see the enemies that lay me at His feet
They don't know that I go running home when I fall down
They don't know who picks me up when no one is around
I drop my sword and cry for just a while
'Cause deep inside this armor the warrior is a child
They don't know that I go running home when I fall down
They don't know who picks me up when no one is around
I drop my sword and look up for a smile
Cause deep inside this armor, deep inside this armor
Deep inside this armor the warrior is a child
The warrior is a child...
Now you know where I got my strength... the ultimate source of my will to carry on. Perhaps one day, when you feel like giving up, listening to this song will ease your pain and remind you that despite life's crazy downturn, there will always be a safe place to hide... a place of solace and comfort... a place you call Home.
Blessings to all
Video URL: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2XHmua3TTRQ&feature=related